Thursday, October 1, 2009
haha...shaa shaa shaa..to be honest ,im very the degil..im not letting go of the girl i love the most...i noe im not the one for you,but u the only one for me..being with u make me smile always.although im the easy going and laughing type of person..i noe its my fault tat all the problems arise..and im sorie..i just just dun wan to lose u..when u r with him,i fell jealous..im sorie..but i could not help it..its my inner feelings..aniway..i still keep her photos im my hp..whenever i miss her.i will look at her pics..her cute face that will always make me smile..'with the song u left behind.the reason i cant lie,cos i noe i found my ride'..haha..mcm song aku je..memang pun..haha..
aniway..i just went for mycar licence registration..cant wait to drive the car seh..the feeling of nervous is still in my stomach..scared tat i wun make it..but i hope i can..lastly..i pass my exams!!!yeah..hapie sgt sgt..till hear k..

signing off..farhan
--FARHAN at Thursday, October 01, 2009

its been so long since i wrote my blog..
im glad that we r frens again..
i really miss shaa since the day we fight..
im trying to change myself right now...
slowly and it takes take for her to accept me back..
i understand her feeling..i gave her the song me and zats edit together..it went well...and she love it i guess..i love it too..love her too..
seriously when we fought that day..i feel down..dunno wat to do cos at that time..i noe shes gonna leave me..i still love her and will nvr change my love for her..she is the girl i wan..
but i noe im not the guy she wan..
but i will still wait for her answer..
i just wan to be her favourite hello and her hardest goodbye...
i still keep her pics in my hp..memories of the time we were together..
last two days was her bdae..i dunno wat to give her..i hope the song i wrote really mean wat i feel about her...i wan her to accept the song as her swit 19 bdae gift..a memorable one..the one u cant forget...aniway...skool starting soon..cant wait for it..meet my classmates tat i missed so much..
--FARHAN at Thursday, October 01, 2009