Thursday, October 1, 2009
haha...shaa shaa shaa..to be honest ,im very the degil..im not letting go of the girl i love the most...i noe im not the one for you,but u the only one for me..being with u make me smile always.although im the easy going and laughing type of person..i noe its my fault tat all the problems arise..and im sorie..i just just dun wan to lose u..when u r with him,i fell jealous..im sorie..but i could not help it..its my inner feelings..aniway..i still keep her photos im my hp..whenever i miss her.i will look at her pics..her cute face that will always make me smile..'with the song u left behind.the reason i cant lie,cos i noe i found my ride'..haha..mcm song aku je..memang pun..haha..
aniway..i just went for mycar licence registration..cant wait to drive the car seh..the feeling of nervous is still in my stomach..scared tat i wun make it..but i hope i can..lastly..i pass my exams!!!yeah..hapie sgt sgt..till hear k..

signing off..farhan
--FARHAN at Thursday, October 01, 2009

its been so long since i wrote my blog..
im glad that we r frens again..
i really miss shaa since the day we fight..
im trying to change myself right now...
slowly and it takes take for her to accept me back..
i understand her feeling..i gave her the song me and zats edit together..it went well...and she love it i guess..i love it too..love her too..
seriously when we fought that day..i feel down..dunno wat to do cos at that time..i noe shes gonna leave me..i still love her and will nvr change my love for her..she is the girl i wan..
but i noe im not the guy she wan..
but i will still wait for her answer..
i just wan to be her favourite hello and her hardest goodbye...
i still keep her pics in my hp..memories of the time we were together..
last two days was her bdae..i dunno wat to give her..i hope the song i wrote really mean wat i feel about her...i wan her to accept the song as her swit 19 bdae gift..a memorable one..the one u cant forget...aniway...skool starting soon..cant wait for it..meet my classmates tat i missed so much..
--FARHAN at Thursday, October 01, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
just came back from holiday..its so great...and i really miss her...
it was a 1 week holiday at terengganu..wow lah seh...
with all my cuzzens and family by my side,noting breaks us apart...
but i miss my work...mendak jugak kat umah tak keje...
hahah...
playing comp...chatting...tats all i do during my hols...boring kan??
haha...
and ong time tak blog...and forgot to link all my frens and cuzzens....
and tag ppl blog...
till here...
--FARHAN at Sunday, June 21, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
lets start with thursday...9th april...
haha..
the eve of good firday..and the eve of my bdae...
i was busy working and my colleague was all busy...
we end about 11 pm at night...all were eating...
i knew that they r going to sabo me...but i kept quiet.....
acting tat i dun noe a ting...
haha....
i knew tat they had plan for a pial of water over me...
they hid the pail somewhere i could not see....
at tat moment i could sense all of them shouting..haha..
i knew it...
they were going to throw the water at me...
haha...
but too bad...
i dogde every drop of water they had...
haha...
nxt was the eggs...eggs are so sticky and they smell...but they did not throw it...
i manage to grab some eggs from the kitchen to protect myself just in case....
haha...



FRiDAy....

my bdae....haha...wake up as usual...play computer a while...then go jurong for prayers...
as at 2 pm,there will be a futsal game...
not many turn up...
hhaa...but i enjoy every game of it....
manage to score most of the goals...haha...
khai says i was too fast with my shot..he cant even save one of my goals...hhaa...
emm..he has to work on goalkeeping...
we were exhausted by the time it ended...
wow...3 hours of playing....
tired man...
haha...
finally washed up and go home...




SAtuRdaY....


i got a new phone...haha..and line too..
too excited to express my feeling....
the first person i would like to msg is shaa...
and she replied...
haha...
it was a long time since i last msg her....
miss her a lot...
ever since the picnic we had in march....hehe...
i cant sleep tinking of my new phone..haha...



signing off....
farhan..:)
--FARHAN at Saturday, April 11, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
good new seh..2 good news..
one is i pass my exam,the other we won a soccer game against soeul garden..haha..
10-3 seh...
tats unbelievable...
i tot we lose seh...haha..the time we arrive at the field...wtf seh..the field like shit...u can swim in the mud...haha..

ARRIVAL....
shake hands to show sportmanship...they look friendly at first...
but in the game,wow....too rough...tat started to make me angry...
although we wanted to play clean,they dun let us...always pushing us to the ground...
its a soccer game man..not a pushing arena...
then shafiq started to play hard on themm...hes a good so called leader...
i salute him man...haha..most of the credits goes to him...
a great defender....
everyone in the defender line plays an important role...RAZ,FAIZ,SAID....
good defending guys....
and the keeper...wow..spectecular...so many save...good job man...
taufiq was marvelous...sliding every ball tat get pass him..haha..hes the most dirtiest guy on the field...with mud all over him...haha

our goal scorer...MUS..
HES DAMN GOOD..
score 5 goals in the game...wow..
haha..
twisting and turning...tats is his way..

MY UNHAPPINESS.....

the striker was ******....
always play dirty...pushing everyone tats get in his way...
feel like punching him seh...
but shafiq make me calm myself down...
i crack my ribcage a lil bit...
tat hurt man...
the cause of tis...-tat striker...
he bump into me for noting...
no ball and stuff...
and elbow me down...
it hurts man...
haha...but i still stood up to defend for the team...although it hurt in my chest....
in the end,we won...10 -3..
tats awsome...


RESULt..

i tot i will fail tis module...but it turn out to be a great result..
tnx to those who assist me in studying...
i promise u guys to study hard in the next term...
and not playing anymore truancy...tats a promise...


farhan....:)

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--FARHAN at Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
tat saturday was fun...with everyone enjoying themselve...
including me...cos 'we' became frens again...haha...shes realie cute though...haha..
i saw here riding bicycle...haha..tinking of joining her....but wat will others say...
hmm..didnt eat much tat day...kept looking at her...when she look back,i look at other direction...
hope she understands tat im trying to make it up to her...
but nvm...we are frens again...tats the main ting i wan...
tat night was bowling night...we all went bowling...to be honest,im a noob at tat...im fine with every laughter ta everyone gives...but just give my best in everyting i do...
she laugh and laugh the moment i get my bowling ball in the'longkang'...
haha...tat wa really funny...i wonder how she play bowling?
haha...no comment shaa!...
but the game was not over yet...i manage to get not last place..haha...
tats a good start for me...in the end,my finger hurts...damn...
the whole two hours,we kept laughing...some laugh at my shots...haha..
but she left early tat night...and i forgot to say goodbye...lol...
i made new frens from the outing...many frens..
not gurls i mean but boys...
haha..
signing off..:)
--FARHAN at Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
yeah..exams finally over now...
now its holiday...
time to sleep and wake up late..
haha...
aniway..the exam was quite ok...
although dunno how to do some...
some a bit difficult...
so try the rest ah...



WAT IM DOING NOW.....
hmm..chatting wth frens,playing game....
noting to do at home sehh....bored..:(
haha...
and read a new book....
for ur info...tis my 1st time reading..
haha..
quite awkward..hehe..
title'a walk to remember'...
its realie sweet...must read it many times...
its about a guy who fall in love with a nerd in skool...
although she was quite pretty,but dull..
haha...
she didnt ant to fall in love with anyone...
the others tink shes too good...
like angel..
every word she said will have at least 'maybe lord wants..."
hahah...quite funny sia...
but,its a sad ending...
she had one guy who fall in love with her...
tats her miracle...
although she died,her soul will always be in him...
--FARHAN at Thursday, March 12, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
today is the day...my exam...
--FARHAN at Monday, March 09, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
yesterday go Dan's bdae party...haha..its so fun...
--FARHAN at Monday, March 02, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
im trying to forget her...but my feeling dun let me do tat...
--FARHAN at Monday, February 16, 2009
Saturday, February 14, 2009
gerek pe our band dah uat lagu...
--FARHAN at Saturday, February 14, 2009

yesterday was ok ah...although nvr go out,still go work..
--FARHAN at Saturday, February 14, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
long time seh nvr update my blog....
--FARHAN at Sunday, February 01, 2009
Sunday, December 28, 2008

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
It's drowning into whispers
It's just skin and bones 
There's nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oooh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (ohh)

the highlighted word is meant for her....i dunno how to say it to her...i wish i could get her back...:(

--FARHAN at Sunday, December 28, 2008

noting much i did today...just tired cos just came back from work...
realie tired seh that job...start at 6 end at 3...
realie tiring...:(
sitting at home doing noting....
miss her a lot...:(
haha...
no mood ah..
cant blog too...
nxt time lerr update...sorie all .....:)
--FARHAN at Sunday, December 28, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
nothing much i did today...but im just sad cos sha nvr reply my msg...
i dunno wat to do now...
just wanna say sorie to her....any tips any1?
im too confused now to act....
i just wan to get her back tats all...:(
--FARHAN at Thursday, December 25, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008



--FARHAN at Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
today i went out with her..meet her at Eunos mrt platform....
first we decided to go to bugis national library..then she changed her mind..
then we went to bukit batok nature park..


ive nvr ever gone to that beautiful place b4...its a great scenery...
NAK GI AGI SEH!!!
but our legs cant bring us any other further...
we went under the block to do her assignment...


while she does her assignment,i have the chance to take some pics...
nothing better to do seh...
eat twisties till she finish her assignment...
next we drew on each other hands..
she drew my name on her hand...









she drew my name in arabic...
then she drew her name on my hand..nxt to my name..











waiting for her to finish drawing....


it was fun scribbling on each other hands...
noting better to do...just bored at that time...
haha...


now i ve noting to talk bout animore...
update more when im free...:)
dunno when im free....
i'll try to find time...

take care....
signing off....:)
--FARHAN at Thursday, November 27, 2008
Friday, November 7, 2008
hey hey:)
i'm in school right now! Half of the class is right here in the moment. And majority of the class is doing the assignment that teacher assign to us, while i minding my own business together.Now we're having AutoCad lesson :) and trust me, i dont understand a single thing about it. I dont even know where to begin with. And i'm seriously lost, totally clueless. AutoCad isnt the only subject that i dont understand, there is also ETech. And ETech is my only exam this term. Yes i only got one exam. :) The time now is right-fourtytwo and class suppose to at eight. Wow. And i've no idea what my teachers are doing now. One is talking on the phone, another one doing his own thing. Got to study, continue later. :)
Anyway, anyway, anyway,
OBAMA WON THE ELECTION!

--FARHAN at Friday, November 07, 2008
Thursday, November 6, 2008
"....a raindrop may look too small to the eyes
but somewhere a thirsty flower awaits its fall....
a simple sms may seems too small to you but somewhere
a heart remember you...."
this is wat she wrote to me...isnt she cute...:)
tat wat i like bout her....a good heart with a cute smile....
shes really sweet.....I LOVE HER!!!!
--FARHAN at Thursday, November 06, 2008

its hard to find a gurl like her...
chances of finding her:ONE IN A MILLION..
she is sweet and i like her cute smile...
life is great with her around...I LYKE HER....
--FARHAN at Thursday, November 06, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008

--FARHAN at Wednesday, November 05, 2008